After planning to take a break from the internet during the summer holidays, I can no longer access it. Furthermore, my financial situation is so dire that I can no longer overcome the uncertainty and ambivalence. After I decided to edit my dance videos offline, my external hard drive broke. When the technician told me that data recovery could cost up to 300 euros, I was overcome by a shock that triggered severe depression, exhaustion, and a lack of digital perspective.
I have now motivated myself to submit applications to the social welfare office and am in contact with the social-psychiatric service. Regarding digitalization, communication with my family and the social system is extremely ambiguous, frustrating, and completely unclear. As a person with mental and physical illnesses, I can no longer cover the costs of communication and digital participation myself.
My digital offering, which includes pipeline user story products like folded postcards about friends and Berlin, blog posts, dance, architecture, photo books, and tarot cards, is overwhelming me. It's likely I'd now have to do something like social media, which is traumatic due to family condemnation and a lack of support. I feel as if I'm being left alone. I can't withstand the pressure my own scrum puts on me and I find the media alienating and full of pointless false flags. The narrative pressure exerted by the Americans seems dialectical and controlled; it's not transferable to Germany. As a result, I no longer have a clue what the media and the internet are actually about and wonder if I've developed dementia. Here are some keywords that describe my digital project and this website:
Products, user story, family, narrative, media grooming, repatriation, German American friendship, queer, family tree, home, movement, architecture, pipeline, software, marketing, participation, AI, digital ID, cloud capital, Scrum agile project management, playlist, trauma economy, human trafficking, deportation, Jewish Kabbalah called Cod, correlation, institutional criticism, transparency, gaslighting, shock value marketing, crypto, content trip, local guides, sexual magic, tribalism, education, campaign, circular economy, memoirs, homeland documents, Black Lives Matter as well as climate change and healthier working.
The hardest thing for me is healthy work. I decompensate in my own Scrum system, which gives me terrible feelings of shame and guilt.
I was disappointed from the start and knew that GAFA was all about creating a box that would allow them to control the pharmaceutical industry underground through human trafficking and logistics. Unfortunately, this can't be translated and implemented except through bro-culture mentality colonies, which makes the whole thing incredibly boring. The reactions of those around me are also uninspiring, stagnant, overwhelming, fearful, repressive, banal, and sobering. I've therefore come to the conclusion that I find it difficult to identify with products and commerce, and that the e-commerce business isn't my strong suit. It makes me feel like I'm stupid, and the project strikes me as a strange, hypocritical, no-credit exam. Nevertheless, I absolutely have to do damage control to save the hard drive and the digital cultural heritage. That's why they're donating money to me so I don't burden the taxpayer with my suffering.
Anträge für Datenrettung und digitale Kommunikation
Folding PostcardsProducts:
Product User Story
Each document is dedicated to a name from my career, which is reflected as a code and my DNA. The product (folding postcard) contains a picture collage of various sights in Berlin, matching the person's name. It also contains my story about the respective name and theme (The story of others). Below is space for the user to publish their own story about the name and theme (The story of yours). On the back, the respective images of the pipeline, such as cultural landmarks or businesses, are shown in detail. The places of the pipeline can be explored by the user in a kind of scavenger hunt. Additionally, the user can document their experiences at each place (The story of places). The online product contains a link to the Pipeline and also serves as a fund to which donations can be made. The folding postcard can then be sent out, simultaneously serving as a flyer and publishing stories and connections in a snowball effect. All Pipeline images can also be used as merchandise prints:
Tarot Box Product:
When I made my comeback to the internet after a long therapy brake Google gave me a badge with the name connectivity Box. This lead was the fountain of my website. As far as I understood I was suppose to put the pictures I make in a box and sell it as a product. I immediately thought about a tarot box and started to transfer my DNA name playlist into tarot cards. So here comes a modified version of a Tarot deck which includes all Blood Devil Documents as a Tarot Deck. The Köngeter Kaballa Kiste comes also with a notebook which includes all the „stories of others“ (The user stories of the cards). When you uncover your cards you can combine the stories to one. With creativity and association you will get a clear picture of your future provided by Köngeter Kaballa.
Local Blog
The Last months have been a disaster. While I was working on my Volksgarten Video, I have been thrown in jail for two weeks. I also broke my arm and decided to choose the Volkspark Friedrichshain as my next Google local place DNA because I basically live in it.
Local Guide Movement
Social Blog
Meiner Meinung nach ist der Platz vor der Heinrich-Böll-Bibliothek auf der Greifswalder Straße einer der langweiligsten und ausgestorbenen Plätze in Berlin. Da sich jedoch neben der Bibliothek eine Einrichtung der Vista Berlin für Suchtkranke befindet, lernt man den einen oder anderen Suchtkranken dort kennen. Zwei davon sind der obdachlose Rentner Marcel und die türkisch-kurdische Kreuzbergerin Hülya. Hülya sprach mich vor der Bibliothek an und wir haben gemeinsam etwas Gras besorgt. Aufgrund ihrer offenen, hilfsbereiten Art und ihr Wissen über das soziale System hat sie mir diesbezüglich schon viele Tipps gegeben. Ihre Betreuung scheint auch stabil zu laufen und trotz ihres Konsums und Depressionen wirkt sie sehr reflektiert, was ihre Psyche und Vergangenheit betrifft. Misshandlung und zu wenig Liebe in der Kindheit sind ein immer wieder auftretendes Thema, mit dem sie Trost und Gemeinsamkeiten in der kleinen Community findet. Da die Kreuzberger Umgebung und der Görlitzer Park eine zu große Versuchung sind, befindet sie sich im langweiligen Bötzow Kiez im Exil und die Ruhe tut ihr gut. Ganz im Gegenteil zu den einheimischen Obstbewohnern, die unter der Veränderung und dem Aussterben der Ostkultur leiden. Auch ich stelle fest, dass das Leben im Osten auf der Straße stattgefunden hat. Früher saßen die Sexarbeiter im Bordell Prime Massage vor dem Laden und haben sich gesonnt. Mittlerweile wirkt es mehr wie Zwangs isolierter Menschenhandel, der keine Möglichkeit hat, sich etwas ins Haus zu integrieren. Von dem Druck der älteren Bevölkerung, als Zeitzeugen instrumentalisiert zu werden, wehren sie sich gegen mediale Dokumentation. Umso überraschender, als Hülya, nachdem ich sie nach ihrer Geschichte und Aufzeichnung fragte, völlig entspannt zustimmte.
Today, at the Heinrich Böll Library, I met Adam and Astrid. Astrid is also a writer and told us about Tim, who gives out café for free around the corner. So I went and have a very interesting talk with Astrid who informed me about the KulturHalle. They have food and cooking sessions and a lovely program of cultural events like Hamid Saneiy, bike tours, stages, Kiezwalks and much more. I also got to talk to Tim Schafeld who is a social worker and can help you with applications and also immigration. His number is 004917614485365, and you find him at KulturMarktHalle e.V. Hanns-Eiseler-Str.93, 10409 Berlin.
The theme for the Art Week Berlin is: Representation and Institution critics, KI and digitalisation in the art production or artistic reflection from war.
In August 2023 I decided to confront myself with my Jewish step granddad Alfred Popper who was a Jewish Holocaust survivor. He is the reason why I have the American Passport because he was able to escape to the USA. After the second world war, my grandmother Brigitta Köngeter was divorcing my Grandfather Walter Köngeter. She fell in love with dentist Alfred Popper, who was located as an American soldier for denazification close to her. He told her that the future of Germany would be dark, and convinced my grandmother to immigrate with her children to the USA. So my father has been raised by a Jewish doctor, which is quite interesting. Also because Alfred Popper could be related to the Philosopher Karl Popper. It gave me the motivation to travel to the German locations Alfred Popper used to live before he left to the USA. Since I feel abandon by my Family, I still question my motives about this Trip. I also feel as a survivor of Google, which IS owned by two Jewish founders. Creating content in their interest feels like a constant torture and grooming human traffic situation. There is a straight conflict transition of my family To Google wish also seems like a homophobic abandonment environment to me. Because of my financial situation, traveling always ends up in debts and bankruptcy. I tried traveling to Düsseldorf one year before, which ended up in a total disappointment.
One of the most bipolar streets in east Berlin is the area of the Danziger Strasse next to the Volkspark Friedrichshain. When its hot they are all kinds of communities arriving from the city. When it is cold like most of the time in Germany the area is dead. I Constantly try To find a Kiez or community here. There is a little community in front of the Edelschmerz tattoo studio who seem like real Berlin contemporary witness locals.
Here is the strangest Berlin Google Local Guide story ever! Have you ever tried this surveillance capitalism activity on Google called being a Google Local Guide? The Userstory is making pictures of a place and post it on Google Maps. You can also judge places with ratings.
When I brought my letters to the curt (Amtsgericht Mitte) at Littenstrasse, I had the chance to make some pictures of the great panorama inside the building.
Yesterday at the Heinrich Böll Library at the Greifswalder str we got to see a theater piece about German garbage education. The ensemble from the Müll side story performed their piece "Die Ratten kommen" (The rats are coming). It was a very interesting piece with amusing dialogs, cabaret, music and costumes but also a little bit disturbing. I am not the biggest garbage separate fan, since I feel it is torture to put a playlist into garbage. The Müll side story got the GAGSAG enviroment price, though.
I still don't know if this new vibe of chalk witches in Berlin is legal, but here we go...
Yesterday the Olympic closing ceremony happened, and the Olympic flame was extinguished.
I asked an older east Berlin guy If he is watching the Olympics, and he said "earlier, when the GDR was still competing".
Berlin Ocean...
On the 18.5.2024 I found out through Google that my Grandfather Hubert Ettel died. He had died a month before, and my family did not tell me. They also did not invite me to the funeral.
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